"Music has always been my great passion"

“Music has always been my great passion. Nobody in our family was a musician. But I said to my mum at the age of six: ‘Mum, I want to study music.’” Now 47, Bernat Xamena did everything he could to become a professional musician. And he did so successfully. At the age of eight, he began studying piano as well as trumpet and eventually graduated with top marks in trumpet from the Conservatory of Music in Valencia.

He was accepted into the Palma Symphony Orchestra, auditioned for the Ibero-American Youth Orchestra and was selected as a special student at the Eastman School of Music in Rochester, New York. But when he was at the peak of his career, the tide turned for the young professional musician.

“I still remember suddenly making uncontrolled movements with my head and simply not being able to bring the trumpet to my mouth.” These were the beginnings of a disorder also known as focal embouchure dystonia. “The fine motor skills no longer play along, movements that have been practised for a long time suddenly become uncontrolled,” says Bernat.

At the time, the causes of this disorder were still virtually unexplored. It took a total of seven years before he was able to play properly again. “Seven years of hard work and daily training,” he recalls, but then after ten years the symptoms returned. “And nothing that had helped me before had any effect. I really thought I was going crazy.”

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